my bad habit is snacking. if theres anything to nibble on, you can always find me on the other end. lol

Smoking .......

Not for much longer though ......

I'm far too cynical on too many things. My drill sergeant said the days of wide-eyed optimism were over. He was right.

I also have no sense of shame. That's what they tell me atleast. I'm shameless about certain things and very caught up in other things that other people don't even seem to think about. I walk around naked too often for most people's taste.

- Entomophagy (eating insects, it's actually good for you and tasty but hard to find sources that are safe. My new addiction is scorpions )
-procrastination
-I've been told I have a brutal self image of myself, but I wouldn't know.

Just wanted to log it down somewhere that I quit smoking yesterday.

It's great - but it's hard
It sucks - but I feel better for it
I miss it - But I hate it

ha ! .... the joys of liberating yourself of Vices.

Not saying how to say no to people.

Fookin' awesome Life, way to be!! I quit 4 or 5 years ago and I promise you it gets better pretty quick. That noise about the 1st 3 days being the worst are pretty right; not that it gets "easy" after that but manageable.

My bad habits tend to be wordiness, nail biting (I keep clippers at my desk at home and in the car to avoid this), and comfort eating. Also, I'm an a-hole IRL.

Thanks MGR


Yesterday (day .2.) I was an utter psycho !!!
And last night I went to bed a 7pm and didn't resurface until 6am this morning. But today - Day 3 - I'm somewhat ..... better .....

I'm exactly like this One minute I'm feeling peachy - but it don't take much to flip my switch.

But as you say - I'm sure it'll get better as time goes on.

I'm still getting head spins from the increased oxygen in my blood. It's a strange sensation actually.

Man, oh man. The 1st day, even on the patch, I thought I was going to cry. I went outside once to get the mail and I hardly left my bedroom. I had roomies then and their daughter kept coming to check on "Uncle Scott". She wanted to know what was wrong and kept bringing me toys and making me play. Dunno how I made it through that day without her really.

And I think I slept a lot too at 1st. I do that when I lay off a soda binge too, come to think of it. Also, I found my *ahem* herbal cigarette intake tripled or quadrupled for a while.

Just keep slugging dear, you can do it.

One bad habit is eating whenever I'm bored out of my wits. I really need to go out and do some outdoor stuff.

Well MGR - you are correct. As of next week I will be two months free of Cigs.

The only bad habit I have now is chewing chewys all the time.

I feel like I have lots-

*Biting my Nails
*Interrupting people when they speak
*Staring
*Purging(been about 4 months now)
*Lying, I dont like doing it, but I do it well.

Lookin in mirrors constantly to see if I've lost any weight.

Chewing and cracking my gum (drives my mum nuts).

Eating anything 'special' that's in the house, like chockies or cake.

Making dates with friends and pulling out at the last min because I have nothing nice to wear or I just don't feel like going out. Calling friends to go out at a moment's notice and they're already busy doing something else.

Changing the subject when people are talking about something I have no interest in. (E.g. "Hey, who wants ice-cream?")

Writing posts that are too long and full of insignificant crap nobody's really interested in reading.