^ Maybe I have lost your lbs lol, we'll have to even them out!

I don't want to lose 7lbs in four days haha, and its likely I didn't.

I'll just weigh in again on tuesday.

Heya Becks, just thought I'd drop a line

I hope you're doing well, you were supposed to weigh in today, right? Let us know how much it came to, it would be fantastic if it were 140 or anything under 147 really!!!

I now weigh 146lbs!

Me too!
Gooooooo, US!
Julie

Just thought I'd come and say hello. Are you a regular Tuesday weigher then? I'm next weighing on Tuesday - if it started 143 anything I'd be thrilled.

Oh yeah, every Tuesday between 10am and 10:45 am (my college break, lol).

I'm going to college today though (usually don't, s'my day off), so curiosity is taking over me and I might do it today.

Good luck, hope you get the numbers you want!

I can feel my hip bones poking out more every week. It feels awesome

I've not exercised for about a week, maybe more. I've been lazy, miserable, stressed.. but mostly tired. I'm sick of living here, I hate it. I will be looking for a job soon (my first job, like.. ever), and saving up to get out of this hell hole.

On a better note.. I'm going to college today (it's my day off) to do extra work. I need to pass and I don't think I'm going to. Also getting weighed since I'm going into town.

Obsessed with Viva Pinata. I was saving for an Xbox but I just can't wait four weeks, so I gave up and bought my boyfriend a game he wanted, Forza 2. He's bum raping it (he loves it.. lol), and I like designing the cars. So, woo.

I will get exercise today more than most Monday's, so.. thats a plus.

Bones - I just about remember. Actually, I have prominent(ish) ribs and collarbones but you'd probably need an archaeologist to find my hip bones

I've had a disastrous day - not going to weigh tomorrow now. Maybe Thursday.

^ I hope today goes better for you.

I made an AWESOME menu last night. I think I'm really gonna at least PASS my course. I hope.

Just had a tuna sandwich for breakfast. I didn't feel hungry but I needed the energy, and now I feel sick. ^_^

Absolutely loving Hellogoodbye - Here In Your Arms. Makes me sad though..
Is that irony? I can never quite understand it.

Edit: OH! Forgot. Getting weighed today, wish me luck!!!

Edit: Wow.. just saw my ticker. I'm almost half way there baby! YEAAAAAAH BIAAAATCH.

^_^

Good luck for your weigh-in!!
Have a great Tuesday!
Julie

Good luck!

145 lbs and 9 ounces baby.

It's no good changing who you are on the outside if you're ugly on the inside.

I want to be beautiful inside and out. I am ugly on the inside.

My personality sucks. I seem selfish, spoiled, spiteful and mean but I swear I'm not, thats not how I feel and it's just not true.
I don't know how to show that.

Congrats Becks!!!!

Where did the whole "ugly personality" thing pop up from?

For some reason, I can't show people that I care about them, things, or anything. It always sounds like I don't care about anyone but myself but it's the complete opposite. David thinks I don't care about anything, but I really do. It's frustrating me cause I feel ugly inside, like I'm not a nice person.

I am a nice person! I want so badly to show everyone, but no matter how hard I try.. I always end up being the bitch! o.o
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Slept over at Dave's last night. We fell out a lot, and made up at 3 am when we started to kiss and have sex on the floor. Sex without a condom, during TOM and while very tired and after just crying from arguing is very.. uncomfortable. I couldn't control myself.. but I had that close feeling with him that I've not had in a long time and instead of getting right to it and not appreciating anything, it was like when we first did anything sexual with each other.

I definitely need to sort myself out. Inside and outside.

Next week I will have lost one and a half stone. 21 lbs
I feel totally different than 2005. I feel more confident too.

So today I got caught in the rain. I was wearing a white top, which was soaked through. Perverted attention is not nice.
I was walking to college the other day and a group of men working on the road whistled at me. I was on a drug free high all day. How sad am I.

My boyfriend is apparently livid because of a guy in my class. I told him something that the guy told me and he started punching the door, making his hand bleed and bruise and threaten to beat him up. So excited about tomorrow ..not.

Anyway.. I need to go for a run some time soon. Well, no. I need a new work out plan. I need to change my body.