well i loved friday night a complete sucsess , i looked really well & was dancing all night , i met a boy too and weve been talking all weekend so lets just see what happens not really my type but hes okay as a friend i spose...

p.s-still doing healthyeating and nightly jogs aswell as weightloss meditation tapes lol

xoxox

Good for making the life change! I was thinking that too, I was starting to get bored and then I decided to look up a site or something. I found this site about a week ago and it has really helped me. I don't feel like I have anything to proove or I have to be shy here. So dont be afraid to talk! And I am here if you need to talk to anybody

-Bluemoon =^)

Sorry everyone that I haven’t been on for absolute agessss, however I haven’t fallen off completely and am now 205lb which is pretty good seen as I haven’t been trying my hardest and thought i had put everything back on .... But I didn’t and also I have just purchased a gym membership so im going to purchase the clothes and equipment i need over this month and start in November as i gets dark to early to be jogging after college

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im also gonna give a full diary entry off everything current in my life seen as ive been quite busy and not had internet acsess ... but i will soon whoo

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P.s HAPPY HALOWEEN EVERYONE have a good one

Wow, congrats on the recent weight loss. Don't forget to update that ticker so everyone can see how great you're doing!

Im really starting to feel quite lonely at the moment and sorry for this but grrr why are their so many couples around now its winter :@ its like almost all my skinny friends have some bit of male attention so i confided in them about being lonely and they say its not because im big and that im really pretty but that I run away from boys even if I really like them and
To be honest I do

i feel really , really intimidated by them yet still attracted and the last proper boyfriend i had was like over 2 years ago and that only lasted a couple of weeks because he was engaged and I never knew, i was so nieve then .
also I have only just began to have friendships with a couple of boys but in the past I used too bullied by boys quite badly
one example in primary school was when they all used to take turns to smack my bum in the playground and then in high school a few boys used to insult me because of my height and saying how ugly i was because I wasn’t a size 8 blonde Barbie and theirs one which I think happened just after the barmen when I was in turkey which is really quite awful

I don’t know why I just typed all this out but me and one of my gay male friends had done a bit of self analysis the other day and I finally figured out why I run away from boys and why my self esteem is low it shocked me thinking of all these things I blocked out in my past

Well anyway back to positive thinking again
i had took some new profile pics the other day and i put them up on my myspace , i got loads of comments from my friends back home saying how much i have changed and one of my friends told me that that her mum has said what a pretty , mature young lady i was turning into and a few other were saying how diffrent i looked and had i Lost weight even having conversations about it too each other lol I felt so proud of myself and i have just realized after weighing myself almost 2 weeks ago my bmi is no longer obese and i am only overweight
- thanks everyone for all past support you all helped mayjorly-
(i will post my intake later)
xoxoxo
Emma

Congrats on getting your bmi down.

It feels great doesn't it?

Keep up the great work.

yep it feels really good thanks
x

Hey hun,
Your life-story is SOO damn similar to mine!
I'm 5.11' as well, and yes, I've always been the biggest and tallest in my class aswell.
I'm 15 though, and currently 198 pounds, though I started at 218. I've been losing since mid-July, and let me tell you.. it's not easy (all those yummy treats). But it's so worth it!
Keep on going! I know for shure that you'll make it.
Btw, what's your goal-weight?
- HWB <3

wow , we sound like twins lol exspecially both starting at the same time too lol
thankyou very much for the reasurrance and good look to you aswell im not really to sure about goal weight as im not really into weighing myself all the time because i tend to get a bit addicted so i estimate by clothes sizes and stuff
x

yay! go us teens!
we're not afraid!
if you ever need anyone to talk to... like i do.
you message me.

Yesterday was really cool it was my friends birthday so we all went winter ice skating which I can not explain how rubbish I am at it
and everyone one else was doing really well but it was really funny because I kept falling down and the helpers kept having to get me up (some where quite fit too)I did find it really challenging but I never gave up neither a bit like the healthy lifestyle lol and at the end I could sort of do it too lol

After this we went back to her house and had a sort of Chinese buffet and I think I restricted myself quite well not thinking about the diet but knowing it was a one of treat , their was also drink involved but I was to sleepy to take part hahar party pooper


p.s is everyone getting excited for christmas i know i am , eeeee


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hiya sweetie!

i read up on your journal and it looks like you're doing fantastic so far! and good on you for making healthy choices so early in life. I'm 21, and also 5'11- so I know what it's like being the tallest and biggest in class.

i'm looking forward to reading up on your diary! keep up the great work!

~starryeyed

hmm where do I start yesterday I ate a full English breakfast which wasn’t to bad i only ate 1 sausage, 1 piece of bacon 1 piece of white toast one piece of brown some beans and some tinned spaghetti all on an average sized plate (at least I can now poothough )
lol anyway I was picking all afternoon at fatty things cheese, 1 bag of crisps etc I know for definite I ate over my limit yesterday but certainly now know what im doing and carrying on over Friday and Saturdays mistakes aswell as paying back for them with heartburn and bloatedness oh well back to college tommorow save me from these temptations

have a nice day everyone xox



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today 18th november
Breakfast - small bowl of special k with semi skimmed milk
Lunch - sandwich [peppercorn ham on white bread with a small amount of salad cream]
Dinner - spaghetti bolognaise
Snacks - 2 ginger biscuits [100kcal], one shape yoghurt and will just add all my vegetables, fruit and water intake through the day

Well i have my highs and lows like any1 but thankyou for the feedback

x emma