Yes yes another new diary - geeesh I know!!! I have been going through so many changes lately that I find I am ending old chapters and starting new ones so I need to keep changing everything to keep up.

My old diaries name was Finding Cerella - but I honestly truly feel like I have done that. I have have refound me and with a brand new/old me - I have found happiness, confidence and a new good paying worth wild feel good job! Instead of cleaning houses - I am now a Community Support Worker for the Developementally Disabled aiding them in independant living...the downfall of this job is tha ti am running another household away form home - all the same duties, plus it is a physical demanding job - leaving me tired and exhausted...not to meantion with crazy on call shift work...It has been taxing on my body to adjust which is why I aloowed myself this grazing period...

However I have gained weight as I have not been able to take the time to care for myself properally. So no better time than the present to start moving my ass agian and hopefully the scale...

I have recruited 3 friends to help hold me accountable - My friend Karen and I are going to go to water areobics 2 times a week - Jen and I will be running together and Michelle and I will be going to the gym together at least twice a week

This is my plan plus I will continue on with my weights at home and my elliptical - which I plan on doing as an incorperated worked out...

I start jogging tomorrow!

I will enter a starting weight in the am and am gonna start recording my food again The good, bad and ugly!!!

Cerella<3

Woohoo girl, I am so happy that your going to start getting back on track again, and hopefully kick my butt in our work outs as I know you can do a lot more then me just have to set your mind and heart to do it. So lets kick butt together.. are ya with me.. lol anyways, I think its great that your starting a new diary and have allowed me to be along for the ride in this wonderful journey of weightloss and reconnecting with ourselves and our goals.

I am sending tons of good workout and scale moving vibes your way. I hope you enjoy working out with your friends. I would love having friends here in my home town to help keep me accountable but so far I haven't gotten anyone yet. I did speak with a few people and they are willing to meet me at the gym its just a matter of finding the money I need to start the membership. Its 157 up front then 29 dollars a month which isn't too bad and i can use 2 of the 3 gyms here in town and both have onsite child care so alex won't be far away and I can go check on him if i want to during my workouts..

anyways i am going to regret staying up this late but I wanted to come check out your new diary and post a small update in mine. see you online tomorrow after you get home from work if your not too tired. lots of hugs and luv ya girl.

heather

get it cerrella!

you can do this! no quiting

wow!! thats one heck of a plan Cerella!!! I'm soo proud of you! You sound so happy and motivated!

Kick a$$ Cerella!!! I know you will

Thanx you guys...I will restart visiting diaries and I forgot to weight in of course will do tomorrow morning as I need to for the challenege I am failing miserably at!

My fod was really good yesturday minus the 3 tarts I ate that my daughter made at daycare will post it later on tonight...

I'm not doing well w/ the challenge either!! So dont' feel too bad.

I'm glad food was good! How did the weigh in go?? If I dont' hear from you again, I hope you have a good weekend!!

Hi Cerella!!

Glad you found yourself, and are in a new chapter/stage of life. Really, congratulations on the job and I'm rootin for you to lose that weight! Ugh, gained weight too....looking to drop the 5 lbs I gained while I was living like a King (sure was fun, though )

Have an excellent weekend!!!

Hey girl wanted to drop by and WISH ya luck with starting over,
between MISHI and yourself YOU 21 HAVE CONVINCED ME TO DO THE SAME I feel I am ready to comitt again and to quit going back to the OLD hard to break habbit's! I will visit more oftern,just all the kids sports and babysitting I have very little time! Dont forget out TEAM thread I am trying to hold it together but we need more people to pull together for these last 2 weeks.Have a great weekend and get some rest Tammy

Hi Cerella!!

I don't have much time, but I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you!!!

(dont' report me as a drive by!!! lol )

Welcome back Cerella . Glad the job is still going well and you've got some good goals going forward from here. You're very lucky to have some friends to work-out with, what a great idea to pre-plan things with them .

Thanx Ladies - my run was rescheduled on Friday night which was ok by me cuz I was exhausted and not feeling well...Im working in a new house and it is alot diff than the other house I am in...alot more emotionally draining and such...

And last night we were supposta run however i ended up staying late at work but it put me into over time hours so that was ok...I was making time and a halfand will be tomorrow as well...

So i havent really done anythign yet but i will - I cant keep this up...I need to loose the rest of this weight and the weight I have put on...next week will start the water areobics and running and the gym i just need to figure out with my friend Michelle...ie when is good for her and such with her crazy schedule...

My weight is high - im ashamed ... oh well - lol...I still havent even weighted myself im outta the habit...

Hey!!! Its been a long long time. You sound like you're doing sensational. I just loved your openning post. You'll kick that scale in no time.

Hey there girlie! New beginnings for both of us,I gained 8.5 lbs in a week lol beat that grrrrrr I lost 3 of it in 3 days so far alot of it has to be WATER which probally applies to you,get yourself back ontrack for a couple days then take a peak at the scale you will be suprised!Anyway I hope you are doing great Tammy

Hey there! Checking into your new diary. I like to start new diaries too from time to time, out with the old, in with the new!

I hope you are having a good week and are not working too hard. You'll get back into the swing of things, you're not a quitter!!