How great! Weight is just melting from you! Keep going! You are doing GREAT!!!!
Do you do any exercises?

M-m-m....after reading yuor diary I REALLY want arbys melt!!! lol

I do the treadmill, usually at 2.5mph with varied incline averaged out to 4%.
I should actually do that right now. 30 minutes, when I'm going to skip a day I do an hour.

Thanks!!

Hey I've been reading your diary...You are Annie, not Lily as i called you. Oops, sorry!
I like your diary, it is nice

Thanks! I have an interesting life and I like to write, what can I say? I am just that awesome...

Yeah, please call me Annie, I just love lilies(the flower) and my last name happens to be Lilly and Lily with 2 L's wouldn't fit. :P

Unfortunately, I procrastinated and fooled around too long to do the treadmill... damn.

Oh, what a cool last name!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha my dad was laughing in line at borders the other day and the cashier said, how do you spell your last name? Is it one L or 2?

My dad says, We spell it with 3.

(L) I (L) (L) Y

Oh jeeze dad, way to confuse the poor woman!

Bed time!

Bye!

Annie

AHHH!! back up to 202. I've been bouncing back and forth between 200 and 202 for the past week... Maybe I should start weighing in twice a week instead of daily.
I really just really realllllllyyyy want to see 190-something on the scale! ARGGH.

On the other hand, I did the treadmill today (YAY ANNIE!!)

English class tonight, I got all my papers done!

We eat out tonight, but I have some good leeway on calories, so I think I'm good.



Annie

You are doing so great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope next time will be 199!!!

haha thank you. is it julia?

I had 2 gorditas--- chicken and cheese only, cause that's all I like.
and a cheesy roll-up.

And I stayed under 1400!

Yay!!

How much water is too much?

Hehe, it's sad but true, the grazing (small meals throughout the day) thing makes me more hungry too... but then I think, hey it's ok... I'm hungry coz the food I ate just now has digested

Hey Annie--Sorry I havent commented in a while Ive been super busy! But your doing amazing congrats on the 30+ pounds! I am so jealous! Hope your english papers went well and hope to hear more on your updates!

Thanks Mariah! (that is your name, isn't it?)

My papers went well. I was kind of freaking out for the introduction for another person that we had to read in class... Not because I had to read mine, but because I didn't know if he had put the fact that I'm bipolar/schizoaffective in his paper about me. I had told him because I thought it wouldn't be a big deal if he wrote it in, but he was awesome. He forgot his paper at home, and was rewriting it... He did ask me if I wanted it in there, and I was relieved and said no. (I caught him staring at me a couple times during the rest of the class--- weird... he DEFINITELY has a girlfriend... <he is cute though > and honestly, I'm pretty open minded toward both sexes, but not when they have a significant other... ) I don't know... maybe I'm blowing that all out of proportion. I don't have a crush on him.

I have to go write a reading log for my class tomorrow.

But overall, my english class was pretty good. Phew. I was shaking on the inside.... I just don't want people to judge me because I'm "crazy" .

Whatever.

Thanks for the comment. Now I have to read a chapter that's like, 50 pages long.

I have my therapist appointment today at 5. I'm actually excited. I have some stuff to tell her this time!

bye!
<3 Annie

Ah goodness gracious... The scale went back down to 200.5, but then like an hour later (I hadn't had anything to eat or drink) it weighed me at 201.1... I know I shouldn't be weighing myself more than once a day, but I was trying to see if I should wait a little longer before weighing myself in the morning. Turns out, no.

Oh well.

I had a good talk with my therapist yesterday. She thinks I am doing really great and she is very impressed by the 30 lb weight loss!

Oh, and I can finally do a sit up, after much work!

YAY!!

<3 Annie

Oy Vey... I had 10 nuggets and medium fries @ McDonald's... Much more than I anticipated... eek! I didn't realize I was ordering that--- that was was I always used to get. I was eating with my dad, before class, and I lost the battle with will power. I was like, I'm only gonna eat 6. Then it was like, Oh, 8 isn't that bad... then there was 10. Gah!!

Sheesh!

Class was good though.

All right, time to get a life off of the computer (this means watching tv... how sad is this?)

Grrowl.

<3 Annie

haha, ah well daily ups and downs are always there

Proud of you, you have come SO far!