Mmmm, pancakes.

Damn you.

Haha yea I actually HATE pancakes but when I am out of food, I have this like 15 lb bag of Pancake mix that I've had for the past 2 years or so, and Syrup that is about 5 lbs. I think I will give it up to my dad, he eats anything too.

hahahahahaha @ pancakes.

oh, amusing.

Yea you can get anything in bulk at Costco.

BoooooYAHHHH BABY!!! !!! LOOOOOOK AT YOU!!!....sexyyyyy!!!!

....I told you,...you are MELTING!!!!!!!!! Keep it going baby!! !!!

OMG...I love the little sample ladies that stand around...with FREE FOOD @ Costco....the smartes thing they could have ever done in my opinion!!! I mean, other than the BULK...the ladies keep me coming back...."more samples please"!!! ...it's like heaven when you haven't had dinner or anything!

...don't recommend shopping on an empty stomach..hahah ...I'm sureeeee we all know why!!! !!! Yeaaaaaaaaa glad you are doing great woman!!! WOOHOOO!! !

P.S. I love the journal name!! hahah ...you crack me up !!

Hello Alta, Thank You!! You sure know how to make someone feel good about themselves! You Rock!

I love Costco, free food, good quality, I get my socks there!! haha

mmmmmmmmh pancakes!!!

Things are looking good!
Your rockin' it now! Keep that GREAT attitude and your gonna get to you goal in NO TIME FLAT!!!

Whoa, eating nothing for days... scary!

Your foods are obviously looking a LOT better now.

About the curves and wanting to lose them... as long as you realise you are doing that FOR YOURSELF and that it is not neccessary for your health/ beauty/ self-esteem. It is merely a detail you are tweaking. You know you are at a healthy weight now, and that you are making better food choices. That is the point, no?

Yes, but still have weight to lose, or tone. Which ever I have cellulite that needs a good kick in the pants. I know I hear ppl say that a person can never get rid of that..BUT I beg to differ. What about female athletes, and Female Body Builders?? Yes they female bodybuilders are what,...juicers?? so that enables them to lose their cellulite (I really wouldn't know), I just really beg to differ, I think with the right foods, and right exercise over a loooooong period of time, can result in no cellulite. If I am wrong I will be wrong, but so far this is MY Journey and no one elses. I still believe I am over weight. I hate full body pic(s) of myself, and I don't see what I used to be still, and interesting thing is with eating more, and adding in an hour of exercise a day, which I didn't ever do in those 3 years, I am still dropping weight. So I guess that means I still have weight to drop.

I guess that is really a fine line to be stating, I can see an argument coming on. Basically a person can lose weight till there is nothing left of them. BUT when I used to be like this a few years ago, I didn't drop weight past 130-134 lbs, AND I ate ALOT. I was also VERY ACTIVE. It's Def going to be harder, there is no doubt in my mind, that it will be. Cellulite was foreign to me just 3 years ago, as well as not liking my body because of "FAT." I had other self-esteem issues, my body fat wasn't one of them.

But in the end I am sure we all have negative days, and well I have alot of them. So I will try to keep it down to a dull roar, so as not to inflict my negativity on anyone else, about wanting to be boyishly shaped. Haha I am sarcastic what can I say?

I hear you, man

I just think it's important for you to focus on your health and happiness/moods rather than the aesthetic side of things. Let that all "fall into place" as with the pounds that are still coming off steadily.

And congratulate yourself and be thankful for how far you have come!

Thanks Ankebuzz, I guess I tend to ramble, in my defence. Also because I am in a "healthy weight", it still does not mean I don't have rolls.

Anywho I am sitting here waiting for the grocery store to open, I've never gone this early in the day b4. I can't believe they don't have tofu, Sesame Seed Butter, nor Pumpkin Seeds, I am trying to get Protein(s) in other forms, what else is there, I have milk, eggs, and beans. I am wondering what kind of fish to buy. I think today I should look up some easy recipes...I burnt the eggs last night, I just don't like to cook. Can't stand just standing around waiting for food to cook.

[QUOTE][I still believe I am over weight. /QUOTE]

#1 Girl you look great, go out and get yourself a new outfit and that will show you how you have made positive changes.
#2 How do you feel? No really ...you are in way better shape. i bet you feel stronger and have more energy.
#3 Nobodys perfect and no body (as in your physical body) is perfect either. Even when I was a college athlete (oh no a "back in the day" story) I never could get the performance or exact look I wanted. Its about improvement not perfection
#3 and a half. You really do look great. Keep up the good work