hahaha You are crazy! Yeah hopefully Spooktaculars win..woooo

Thanks for stopping by Drl!

I'm extremely bored right now...it's making me want to eat! Ugh.

I think I'll go hop on the stationary bike for a little while.

Boredom is a killer, hang in there

Yeah it is! haha Thanks for stopping by!

So yesterday I did 2 1/2hrs on the stationary bike, woohoo.

Awesome effort, well done

Hey girl!! Good job on the 2lbs! -- You are doing great! && I soooo feel you on the Skinny bitches rant lol.. Girl, I dont even remember when I could shop in the "Non-plus size" corner of the store.. HAHA! I was probably in 4th grade.. (No, I'm being for real LMAO!) I can remember being size 16-18 in jr high.. So it's been a long time since I've been that size.. I've been a size 26 for as long as I can remember! & I've been okay with it.. UNTIL NOW!!!!!! And I'm making a change that I will NOT look back again!!! -- Other day I went shopping.. well I got great deals that I couldnt pass up lol Alot of cute shirts and jeans onsale.. shirts was anywhere from A DOLLAR yes ma'am $1 to $5! I got like 5 shirts and 2 pairs of jeans at $7 a pair.. ONE pair of the jeans I couldnt fit in because they was 2 sizes smaller than what I wear but, I bought them KNOWING I couldnt fit into them because I want to use them as my PROCESS jeans lol.. once I get into them I know I'm doing real good! and I just gotta continue to work out harder and I will get to my goal size! I'm not gonna shop so much right now because as I see the pounds are falling off.. I just gotta make the sizes drop then I'll be doing the damn thang!!! LOL

But, you are doing great ma!! Keep up the good work! Glad to be apart of the Spooks with ya!

Thanks for stopping by yall! (YES I SAY YALL!!!!!!!!!) It's always nice to see comments when you return to your diary.

fatgirl2phatgirl- first off WHAT IS YOUR NAME? lol I don't like typing out fatgirl yada yada. haha Wow you did find some great deals didn't you?!? I should buy a smaller pair of jeans as well! That would be sooooooooo motivating. Hmmmm...!!! You got me thinking now. lol With the lbs you're dropping you will def. start dropping those sizes girl!

It's Jaz! LOL -- & Yes girl! They are super cute too! I may take a picture of me trying to get into them and then when I can... A PICTURE OF ME WEARING THEM! LOL (For myself of course.. well the first pic anyways lol) -- I can't wait til I start to drop sizes thats when I'll really feel great!!!

Oh yeah I know what you mean Jaz.

Just wanted to report that yesterday I did Jillian Michaels No More Trouble Zones, 1 hour on the stationary bike, and Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred level one. I'm a little sore right now. Boooo!!!!

Just wanted to do a quick update.

I didn't work out yesterday (boooo!!) I said I would when my daughter got home from school but I ended up doing her hair. (which took a long time, washing, detangling, parting, and so on....) but I did keep my eating under control which is great. It kind of sucks that the pounds are not flying off like they were but thinking about it...I weighed 269lbs on April 3rd, 2009, the DAY I had my son. Now, 20lbs just melted off without me doing anything, which left me at about 241lbs, the last time I weighed myself I was 186lbs, so I've lost what?? 55lbs since April 2009. If you include the 20lbs that melted off that's 75lbs in 5 1/2 months.....not bad! I need to be PATIENT!!!!!! I have to keep reminding myself of that. I have about 12lbs to lose to get to my preprego weight, hopefully I will be there by the end of the Halloween Challenge (Go Spooktaculars! haha) I can fit into my pre-pregnancy clothes, some are a little tight but eh they fit. It's crazy how much your body changes after having a baby. I don't care what anyone says, your body will NEVER be the same. In my case, I guess my body is better since my first pregnancy I started it off weighing about 210lbs, and got up to 280lbs. But, yall know what I mean.

Tay and I are supposed to take the kids running/jogging this weekend. Well, I asked him and he said maybe, maybe means yes, right? RIGHT! lol I guess I can put this jogging stroller to use now. It's still in the attic, brandnew in the box! We need to put it together. Not sure how well it will go. I have a serious leg injury (I will probably save the story for another post) so it usually starts bothering me after walking for a short amount of time. I just have to push through the pain though because there is literally nothing that can be done about it. Anyway, enough of that.... Tay is totally going to out shine me, LOL!!! He has always been pretty active. He can play basketball for hours straight, full court. So obviously I know he can run. I know he wants to get back into the shape he was in when we first met though. He has gained about 20lbs in 4 years. He used to have a 6pack, now it's more like a 4pack, lol I'm not complaining though. Although I did love his 6pack! LMAO!

I'm back everyone! I haven't been on because my computer broke but I have a semi new computer now lol so I will be updating! I weighed myself on Friday (Sept. 25th) and I weighed 181lbs! WOOOOOOO!!! That's -5lbs in one week. I can't believe it. I will update more later.

Heyyyyyyyyyy!

I haven't been updating much, I know. I will get it together!!!!

I weighed myself and there is no change from last week. I still weigh 181lbs. And I know why. On Thursday I ate almost 3500 calories and I went a little over my calories on Friday too and I didn't exercise Thurs or Fri...sooooooo WOMP WOMP WOMP for me!!! lol At least I didn't gain anything.

I hate how weight loss slows down the smaller you get. When I was biggest it seemed like I would always pull a big number. Granted, I did lose 5lbs last week so hey! I know I always say I'll be happy with 2lbs per week so 5lbs is great for me.

I'm moving BACK to Texas in December so I'm hoping to be in the 160's by then. Maybe that will start motivating me more huh?

I know my picture is overdue but I WILL be taking it either today or tomorrow!

Ok here's the pictures. I took these today, October 4th, 2009 weighing in at 181lbs.

http://weight-loss.fitness.com/membe...009-181lbs.jpg

http://weight-loss.fitness.com/membe...555-181lbs.jpg

http://weight-loss.fitness.com/membe...556-181lbs.jpg

Ahhhhhhh my arms & gut drive me crazy!

As soon as I feel a little comfortable with my fatness, I take pictures, and BAM! I'm still so unhappy with the way I look!!!!!! I have not worked out today, but I will be working out today. Not sure what I'll do but I need to get myself back on track. Yesterday was another bad eating day so I just need to slap myself around a bit, lol

Hope all is well w/ everyone!

Ok I did 1 hour on the stationary bike today. At least it's something, right?

Here's a picture I took not too long ago, I look a little drained but whatever,,,

http://weight-loss.fitness.com/membe...ture2589-a.jpg

You can really see my arm fat in that picture, lol I don't like my arms at all. And that's not even my WHOLE arm!! I don't wear tops w/ sleeves shorter than that in public. Sleeveless?? NO WAY!!!!!!! I have gotten much better because when I was younger I would wear HOODIES all of the time! Yes, even during summer.

Just wanted to share!