OMH, dress buying fiasco today.

I'm fine with having to buy a dress a couple sizes bigger because of the boobs---it sucks but I can handle it, it's been that way forever and I've known it....so why today when I couldn't find a single dress in a size 12 (b/c of the boobs) to fit me and why the one size 14 that I cried while putting on was too big made me go bizerk...idk. Complete meltdown. Seriously, crying in the store while John kept trying to calm me down---it was a nightmare.

Weight was up yesterday and down today. No surprise, I ate like crap on Thursday so of course the Friday scale was going to suck---I even told myself not to get on it but stupid me. Anyway today's was better and idk about tomorrows. I didn't eat like crap but I did have ice cream (ok, a big ice cream cone--with yummy sprinkles) and idk why I even ate the wedding cake after the first bite made me gag but I did...so I guess I'm saying that tomorrow's weigh in might suck. Oy vey.

Ok so today's been pretty good. Almost fell asleep in church it was so hot. Scale was down this morning so 3.4 pounds until I can give myself a reward. I've got this nasty freaky bug bite, it itches really bad, it's hot and burns, and it's so BIG!! I swear it's almost the size of the bottom of a drinking glass.....it's crazy. I got it last night and no matter what I do, what I put on it it's still itching, burning, and hot. It's making me a little nervous--what kind of bug could do that?

2 more days of school---I wonder what they'll make us do tomorrow b/c we don't have any kids! I'm all packed up and ready for next year so I'll just be surfin' the internet for 7 hours tomorrow---getting paid for it but still---at least make me go to some stupid workshop, at least then I'd feel like I was doing something.

Ok, enough griping for now....

3 1/2 hours into my 'getting paid to do nothing' day....and I'm really bored. Weight was down again this morning so that's a good thing. I find that the more bored I get the lazier I get--which isn't a good thing. I need something to do or else the scale will not be kind tomorrow, I need something to burn off some calories.

Blah.....

make it something fun, like going walking in the bush, swimming, sport, or something "FUN"

Hey Wishes!

I went to the gym and used the rowing machine, which I've never used before, and it was kind of fun! I actually plan on doing it again today--shake things up a little with the cardio routine.

3.2 pounds until I can buy a little something special for myself!

the rate you're going it will absolutely be something little

something sexy i hope

hmm 3.2lb for soemthing little? id starve for a day and cut my hair off then do something big! hey! i lost 3.2lb!

lol
nah but seriously, doing little things are fun!

I'm hungry!

Cleaned the whole house today, washed the front exterior of the house, swept the deck, and started weeding the front garden.

I'm really hungry!

Scale was up this morning which ticked me off....3.4 pounds until my special treat. I'm hoping that it was just up b/c of the stress of yesterday and my muscles recovering from my 5000m rowing.

Grrr.....back to 4.8 pounds over the evil number. Seriously, how can I exercise and eat right yet still gain weight. It's annoying.

Sharp stabbing abdominal pain....ouch.

ouch is right... do you know what's causing it?

No, just some random pain....

Ok, I'm never going to get back under the evil number....grr.

Yes you will!

thanks for the vote of confidence dawn. :-)

I'm actually uber annoyed right now. My nephew freakin' picked the keys off of my hubby's laptop---and then had the gall to lie about it. His parents already bought a new keyboard but I'm still annoyed that the freakin' brat lied about it.

Oh, I really can't complain about any weight gain on tomorrows scale---I ate way to much today.

hi