Ok, all of my 'excuses' for poor eating are finally over. It's been a crazy two weeks. I feel like everything has just been in a whirl-wind. Flying to Utah, staying in a strangers house, wedding, babysittying the in-laws, flying home, Cinderella, Cinderella, Cinderella, wedding reception----All done. No more excuses to eat bad food and totally back to the diet.

Excellent!!! No if only i could have that motivation - LOL!!!

Go Kaitie Go!!!!

*passes cinderelly some of my motivation* I'll share

*give beckster some pom poms* You have been my number 1 cheerleader---thank you!

I know ya'll are going to think I'm weird but I seriously love the way the gym smells as soon as I walk in the door---it makes me want to be there...very strange I know but I totally smiled as I walked in the door this morning and took a deep breath.

At the moment I am suffering from a severe case of sugar deprivation---I've spent the last two weeks on a constant sugar high that now I have to detox my body again---never a fun thing. I seriously would kill for a candy bar right now. BUT!! I must reach 149, it's been eluding me for way to long and I let myself gain back 4 pounds in the last two weeks so now I'm 7 pounds away from 149 again. I'm going to do it!!

Awww thanx and yes you will!!!

Phew---heading back in the right direction. 154.2 this morning.

Well done Kaitie!

You are same as me now! I got down to 147 at one point then gained again so I know exactly how you feel but we can do this!!!

You are welcome Kaitie, I like to encourage people!! 147 is not far away for you!! Keep up the good work!!

Hopefully tomorrow I'll be back to where I was two weeks ago....153.2.

Hey Katie...
(Rottengirl here... new name!)
Just wanted to say hello... and give you some perspective...
You are are were on the same path before Christmas and weighed pretty close to the same... I fell off the wagon hard... and am back over 200!
You on the other hand, are almost to you goal! GOOD JOB!
It actually gives me perspective too! I do realize that I need to stay on track...and if I falter, I need to get back quickly! Four months allowed me to gain over 20 pounds again!
So keep smiling and be so proud of where you are!!! AND HOW FAR YOU HAVE COME!!!
Take care,
P

Welcome back!!! Well, a minor setback for you but I'm sure that you'll tackle it and the weight will come off again in no time!!

Today was fine, it's almost 9 pm and I'm a freakin' wimp---I'm so sleepy! I used to make fun of my mom and dad for going to bed so early but slowly but surely I'm turning into them!

This lack of an 'n' key is really starting to piss me off!

I was down to 153.6 today, two more days and hopefully I'll be getting to 152. I'm trying to get to 149 by May 15th...which all of a sudden seems really close.

This guy on the Colbert report is weird---malcolm gladwell. Weird.

I made a kid cry today. Oops. I was totally just joking around but my sarcasm did not translate---sorry!

Total rambling---heehee!

So ?? You make me cry every night Kaitiebeans

Oh my - bad teacher fo the year award here you come - LOL...

*hugs Randy* I'm sorry for making you cry! :wink:

*accepts the bad teacher award* I know---I stink!

153 today...come on 152!

Ok, so yes...the gym teacher sometimes can start some shit. I know it's not intentional but yes, he can start shit. So, he comes to me yesterday saying that the other music teacher and a couple other people were 'planning out' next years show---and at first I was concerned and then my commonsense popped on and I knew that he was only stating a piece of the story and that I shouldn't really pay him any heed. Fine. I told the other music teacher in what I think was a very direct way for (usually I sit on things and let them fester) and she assured me that everything was cool. Ok, as I thought--unintentional drama from the gym teacher. I'm sure he was just trying to do the right thing. The other teacher came to me all dramatically and pulled me outside and started going on and on about this and basically convincing me that she wasn't as innocent of the gossip as I had previously thought but non-the-less...I don't care. I'm stuck in the middle here and now she's coming at me and I'm like a deer in headlights. Just leave me alone...I know that nothing mischievious is going on. So I come back inside and of course the first person I run into the gym teacher and when I get nervous I giggle. So I was giggling and uncomfortable and of course he's like 'what's wrong', he's my friend so he knows me---I didn't want to say anything but I told him and I told him to watch out for the other teacher cause she said she's going to go talk to him...so now I feel like shit even though I've done absolutely nothing wrong. I feel like I should never have told him what happened and I probably shouldn't have even asked the music teacher what the 'real' converstation was in the first place b/c I knew that it was nothing. How is it that I do nothing wrong and I feel bad? That's not fair.