Wishes, I just noticed your links below your ticker and they were so USEFUL!! Thanks so much for adding those on there, I never noticed them before, DUH!! I need to pay attention. Your a role model of mine, really I admire your strength and determination to get where you are today. YOU ARE AN IDOL GIRL!!!! take it as it is and go with it, okay!

lol thanks, atm i just feel extremly tired and sore from moving furniture. Have been eating pretty crappy calories the last few days (about 800-1000, mostly veges) and doing tons of exercise. Also i noticed a distinct lack of red meats which ill have to add in for iron.
Just so busy that i end up buying easy to cook/eat meals that arnt take aways - and a lot of the time it ends up being a salad and cooked chicken or some sort of cold meat lol.
So although im eating fairly largish meals, they are pretty low calorie and i really need to eat more of em. On the plus side i did drop another bit too and YES! im almost down to 160s!!!
Im hopeing tomorrow is the day

I still smile when I look at you and put it all perspective. gawd I wish there were no yous on here.

Wow nice view in your sig there T2 - when i get back to my place ill have to get you a pic from my kitchen (I can see the entire city)

Well Yeah ive been quiet, no computer at home because my work laptop broke, so i had to move my home one to work for a while. Also been busy busy moving furniture.

Made a point of eating more over the weekend, unfortunatly now i gained back lol (though its probably temporary).
I did weights in the gym where im staying and im nicely sore today. Also since work is only 3.5km away im cycling every day ... it takes a whole 6 mins to get here! avg speed of 32km/ph or somesuch.

went for a shorter ride on saturday with my daughter also - it was meant to be a long ride but she forgot her drink bottle :O
im tempted to run to work rather than ride so i get more of a workout - but the weather frankly sucks atm. Its either raining or windy.

I had erotic dreams about my boss the other day - wtf is with that? i mean hes not even really that hot (just an average looking person). We have nothing in common apart from computers, and im pretty darned sure im not attracted to him!
I think its the new bed - ive not really slept well since being in it.
On a brighter note, the landlord is revamping our house from top to bottom, so its gonna look a lot nicer!

Darn i hate those last few pesky bits of weight!
A friend came over, and commented on how nice i looked, and i mentioned that id like to loose another 7kg/15lb. and she said "no way! you dont need to loose any more!"
and i said "well how heavy do you think i am?" and she says "well i would guess lighter than me, and im 65kg, so i would guess 60kg?"
60kg = 130lb. lol
So i said 'umm actually im ..." it was a funny convo. But good because i know that though i weigh heavy i look pretty good. Though i still firmly believe that i can loose the last little bit!

oh yeah, barely got time to look at anyones diary sorry.
Only had a look at T2's and that was clearly a time i didnt wanna talk (somebody died) so yeah. sorry everyone - ill get too it when i have time

Howdy Wishes,
Sorry about your loss hope things are working
out after the fire! You do carry your weight well nad you do carry some
watermelons around to lol. I hope you have a nice weekend,c-ya when ya things situated,Tammy

Hey Wishes,

Sorry about your loss...

Now for some bullshit dream analysis. Erotic dreams don't necessarily have to do with desire for an individual. It could also be a metaphor about power. Sex is a great equalizing force. It's about 2 people and their bodies, not their educations or bank accounts or goals. Giving pleasure and getting pleasure (ideally).

So it might be something involving your relationship with your boss? I'd think about that, not about the erotic part.

Personally, I believe dreams are essentially random bits of thoughts, trapped in the mind strung together into more or less coherent flashes. But how you interpret them what says a lot about what's going on in your head.

David C

hehe, im not into interpreting dreams - most are too way out and weird lol.
Its just your brain doing all sorts of weird shit.

Anyway, went cycling yesterday - meant to do 100kms but got to 75 before calling the husband. Had some bad chafing going on from about 40kms in. Managed to do another 30ish odd before calling hubby, got some cream called 'chaf-eze' which is friggen awesome for getting rid of the chaffing.
If weather isnt overly bad tomorrow ill go for a ride again trying to get the 100km in.

Oh yeah, this morning i woke up, and im 169.9lb! how cool is that!
I broke the 170s and im into the 160s!

Clearly we didn't get there. I did really appreciate the thought though and I'm sorry I was unable to reply while it was still a relevant idea.

Fruit and vege lift a mood without even a weight loss! Congratulations on all the new numbers though - Yay for the 160's!

That is a bummer about the bed. Sleeping well is a big deal and helps a lot with weight control. I wonder if there is anything you are able to do to improve it - an overlay of some kind maybe?

This is a strange and awful story to me, though perhaps my joy at returning to a keyboard that works for more than 20 minutes at a time is skewing my response. I hope your employer is able to get you a new work machine asap!!!

Just wanted to let you know that I read your web page and I'm sure you have heard it be for but WOW what an inspiration. So don't beat your self down to hard....

Yep, i could do that, my boss and even the company manager would go 'Yes! its broken! we need it fixed asap or replaced! Give it to the Network Manager whos in control of fixing anything that breaks in the office' and then i would have to hand it to myself and go get it fixed ...cause that'd be me ...
Oh, and yeah i took it in to get fixed
Good to hear you had fun here, the weather has been pretty crap here, hopefully you didnt get the worst. Its been a long and crappy winter, and it just seems to be dragging out something terrible atm.

Oh a little self beating is a good thing, otherwise id never be where i am now Good that I inspire you, and that you like the webpages, i do try my best

LOL. I wasn't thinking about it as needing fixing, just replacing. My silly response cos we've had to get replacement computers the last two times we had problems in this house.

We were magically lucky with the weather I think. One or two inconveniently wet days but also rain that brought a magic million waterfalls to Milford Sound and then cleared up so we could see them fall, and cold that brought a variety of snow - and yet never for so long that I got over seeing it as another kind of magic. I did see some bad looking weather reports for the places we'd been after we left!! Very cold for the time of year. I hope you're on to nice clear bike riding weather soon.

well it looks sunny today! Finally! Yes ill be going cycling!
On another note, i got made a Pack Leader for a womens only cycling team for beginners - i get tons of free stuff

And yeah some weather bombs through out lately - good thing you missed them lol.
Even better that you enjoyed your time here

Hey! I haven't been on in a long time but I'm back I kinda gave up for a bit, got kinda upset with myself for giving up, but being upset made me not want to do anything... so it was a bad cycle. I finally got back into it and I'm so much happier now that I'm doing stuff again

I just wanted to say that you're such an inspiration. You've lost so much weight and kept up the great work and effort for so long; it gives me hope that I can do that too

heya Risty - good job

Well i got a newer laptop (an old apple g3 ibook)
It works so much better than the old POS i had before also lol. I mean the battery actually works lol

i hate this time of month - gain 2kg (4lb) in water weight from my damned period - it sucks major ass :/
Got my daughters race next week which i have to practice and cycle for all the time to work her up to it more. She can do the distance - i just want to help her improve her time.