I try hard as hell. And in the grand scheme of things there is positive momentum in my life. I just get frustrated easily. Not to the point where I throw my hands up in the air and pout. But enough for me to post something in my journal, lol.

Try harder woman!

"Winners are the people who when the odds are stacked against them, and those around them have fallen, will have the courage to look within themselves and make the unbelieveable believeable, and the impossible possible."

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I had a few things I wanted to ramble about today.... but nothing is coming out right. My minds in a strange place today.

So random thought of the day is simply:

Happy Friday.

happy friday back at ya

strange minds are usually fun enjoy the trip

Happy Friday back at ya! I am feeling random today as well...lots of great thoughts and feelings buzzing around in my head, but I am having a hard time with expressing them.

Hiya Beth....

Guess there's something in the air!

Happy Friday Steve O' Stud Puppy!! Hope your weekend is a real good one. And I love the quote!

HUGS TO YA!
Kim

Hey Steve, have a good weekend, I am almost disappointed in the lack of a STEVE RANT or some other such concoction of yours.

Sorry 'bout that... I'll open a window and turn on a fan

bahahahaha... line of the day sir.

Hi Steve!
Thanks for the nice compliments in my diary a month ago or so. Gladiator? That would be AWESOME! Hope all is well, HUGS!

HA! Have you nothing to say about you in a pink mankini tutu?

I'd be sexy as hell... but I don't know if they make one in size "effin huge"

"I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world."

"You are your own most important resource for making your life work. Life rewards action. Until your knowledge, awareness, insights, and understandings are translated into action, they are of no value."

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So I'm having a helluva week with regards to business. That said, I'm in excellent spirits and state of mind. And to top it off, I tested my max in bench last night which I haven't done since before my wedding and I'm getting a lot of my strength back. At 190 lbs, I only wanted 315 lbs. However, I threw 315 up like it was nothing. I then went for 325 and threw it up like nothing, so I did another rep. I stopped there as I didn't want to push things too much but 325x2 I'm very happy with. My true max is probably much higher as the 325x2 was done with no 'grind' whatsoever. I think I definitely had another 20 lbs at least in the tank.

Good shit man... I know how a good week or even day can make someone feel. Again, congrats on the hard work and enjoy the payout.

Thanks!

There's something about feeling strong that nothing compares to for me. If I could maintain my physique and recover enough from it, I'd train with 1-2 reps all the time.