I was doing so so good today, then I ended up coming in and my mum had left her dinner sititng a mushroom curry, and she doesn't eat a lot so there was about half a plate left and I just ate most of it

I've been a bit bad this week :S but hopefully I can get back on track. I just got accepted into a college course i want to do

I just finished uni and decided again that I wanted to teach so i'm doing a wee course till christmas just to get experience with children then i'm going back to uni next year

Hopefully the routine of college will helpw ith dieting.

I've been goodish today, didn't hve breakfast and ended up having roast beef potatoes and sweetcorn for lunch bt not too much. For dinner I had mince and potatoes, i was being good and only had one potato but ended up having two slices of bread and butter.

Today i'm going to be really good lol to make up for how bad i've been for a while, luckily my weight hasn't changed still 142. I've had porridge for breakfast and got a ready meal for dinner, just have to decide what to have for lunch.

I've really stuck to my diet since about thursday, i've not lost weight, but it's my tom so probably i'll have lost it when i weigh ina couple of days, because i feel so much lighter.

I've had the worst news ever today and i'm feeling really bad. My dog who i've had for 13 years since I was 8 and she was a baby might have to get put to sleep on monday.

She was having trouble walking and I thought it was her back leg, I was sure it would be fixable at least for a few months, shes a king charles spaniel and 13 is very old so I knew she didn't have all that long, but I thought she was ok. But the vet said she does't have arthritis it's like she doesn't know how to use her legs anymore. It could be just that she's highly senile or that she has a brain tumour, but it doens' tmake much of a difference, because whatever one it is she's at the point that her quality of life is very reduced.

I just can't make that decision though, it feels like she trusts me and i would let her die. And she still sometimes seems like herself, she wags her tail when she sees me and comes up for bits of food and stuff

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Good luck doing what's best for the doggy... and for yourself as well... it's a tough decision - no one wants to see something they love in pain..

thank you, I know I have to decide soon really but it's just so difficult.

Aww I am SO sorry about your dog. That is awful news. I can't imagine having to make that decision. I lost my dog of over 10 years (since I was in 5th grade) last year, and it was absolutely devastating for the whole family. Good luck with your decision. We are here for you.

I had to get Breagh put down today. I had to let my mum make the decision I couldn't do it, me my mum and my sister were with her, my brother couldn't face it. I just want her back with me.

since my wee doggy, i've just been eating like a horse, but today and yesterday i've been back on track, and my cals have been so good if slightly low. I'm keeping myself busy with work and college to avoid eating, going for a big lunch with the people in my new college tomorrow but i dnt really get time for dinner after anyway before work so it should be fine.

i'm dying my hair brown on saturday, so scared, I need some moral support lol. I've always been blonde but I want a change.

hey nats just wanted to stop by and say hi and offer a little encouragement about the hair color thing... I think brunettes are hot my girlfriend is a natural blond and has been coloring her hair a really dark brown i think it looks great

thank you lol :P

I did it !! got brown hair, it's weird but i like it. Feel different with it.

Been not bad with the dieting my weights slowly starting to go down. I'm being so good the days i'm in college and working it's the days weere i'[m not doing anything htat are the problem lol.